A Loner In Disguise

There is nothing I can do
Too tired to take a deep breath
Here I am, take shelter from the heavy rain
Suddenly tears fall, wihout I notice it


I hope I'm doing fine
Night sky without  glowing stars
I'm fear, I'm fear ..
Hi, Nothing happened, nothing happened


I said to myself many times,
Please stay strong ..
I grumble, mumble, I'm in awful state
Do I restless?


God please, comfort me
I had lot of tears, it spills over .. runny nose, swollen eye
Never expected it before
Why does it must happen?


And I stop in the half way
After go through the difficult time
Sorry, sorry, this one word that I can only say