"Sometimes, I'm tired of getting lied to, tired of being used, tired of fake people, tired of everyone judging me, just tired of life"
Recalled the past...
The place where I hate the most.
Somehow I feel so warm there...
So quiet, peaceful, no crowds of students noise
In the first step, cool breeze welcomed me
Sniffed the fresh air
Litters are everywhere...
Straggled...
Stood up in the top of high school building
Stood upright in the edge...
Torn apart the 'try out' result into pieces
And threw them away, flew away with the wind
Walking through the place...
The place where I haven't stepped for such a quite long time
Ended with read my novel and had passed out a bit
Meeting the person who works in administration
Walked alone, such a loner
The blazing sun shone on me
I had a long journey in the daylight
Released all of the chaotic that weighed on my shoulder
Soul of freedom
Not being depend with others
Being independent and ah... cannot be described
As if flying with two flapped wings
I just afraid my skin turn to tan
Covering my face with a blue handkerchief...
Someone has the red one
I supposed to looked for Coraline novel for my thesis
From one bookshelf to another bookshelf
Found nothing in the end...
Finally, find this... this what I'd been looking for
The novel entitled Seoul Cindrella
This book impressed me with some quotes
Here they are:
Saat inilah pertama kalinya saya berpikir, ‘teman’ adalah kebutuhan primer manusia.
Kita semua butuh dukungan orang lain.
Apakah kalian termasuk orang yang takut melakukan kesalahan?
Orang yang tidak takut melakukan kesalahan, akan cepat sekali mempelajari sesuatu.
Kalau kita takut melakukan kesalahan, selamanya kita akan berjalan di tempat.
Ah... manusia lebih menarik jika mempunyai rahasia, bukan?
I was so happy, jumping up
As happy as a kiddie given a candy bear and a chocolate bar
Indeed, I wanted this book desperately
Said to myself:
"Kyaaaak! Finally. This is what I've been looking for" like a lunatic person
On the way home,
I stopped in one place, still looked for Coraline book.
When I was walking, someone called my name
I turned around. What crossed in my mind "How can I meet such a person in this place?"
Oh, she was working there. I think I shouldn't have had such a thought above.
She told me the way a place where I could pray. Feel so blessed.
Allah has his own way, why I met her?
God, why does this earth is so narrow?
She said, "Rajin banget sendirian nyari buku"
Still keeping in silent.
She said again, "You're all alone. Where's your boyfriend?"
I'm sorry, Can I TROLL AT YOUR FACE?
Do you think I need such a THING?
Gave her a smile, exactly a bitter smile, cooly face.
***
Ngga sia-sia. Itulah satu hal setelah membaca habis Seoul Cinderella.
Alurnya ringan dan mudah di mengerti tapi pembaca merasa kehangatan dan pelajaran yang cukup dalam dari si penulis.
I find some quotes:
"Aku memang menyayangimu, Nia, seperti anakku sendiri. Tapi... kau bukan, ya kan? Manusia itu egois, Nia. Aku egois. Jadi, aku lebih sayang pada diriku sendiri. Itulah sebabnya."
"Nia pasti tidak baik-baik saja. Dibuang itu menyakitkan. Menerima kenyataan bahwa tak ada yang menyayangi, itu lebih menyakitkan. Ia pernah mengalaminya. Dan tidak enak rasanya mengalami hal itu sendirian."
"Ia sudah lelah. Pembicaraan ini membuatya lelah. Ia butuh Hyun Jun untuk mendukungnya. Ia tidak tahu kenapa tetapi ia memang butuh pria itu untuk mengatakan 'semuanya akan baik-baik saja' atau 'apa yang kau lakukan sudah benar' atau apa saja yang menunjukkan dukungan."
The last two bold quotes are recently often say by my junior in high school,
"apa yang kk lakukan udah benar..." :)
"kk udah ngelakuin hal yang baik tanpa..."
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